Random access memories
Definitely staying home to take care of L for another week - even the doctor recommends it. L's kinda worried, mostly because -I'm- kinda worried on the money thing, but... eh, can't help worrying. It's in my blood. If everyone here were content to live on 77c pizza and 33c ramen cups, that'd be one thing, but people who aren't me generally seem to object to such a diet.

I'm working on helping L get Gather friends - I'd like to try my hand at it myself someday, maybe after we see how it goes for L. I like sharing my opinions, and getting paid for them eventually would be nice. And if nobody really reads it, at least I can tell nobody's reading by the lack of points. Heh.

I recieved an odd mail this morning - apparently, I, L, Nikki, and Jim 'play funny'. We tend to build scenes that are open but already include a second person, or scenes where two people are carrying on a conversation through tags... however, I don't really see how this is something the rest of the comm isn't already doing. Mm.

I don't think I'm handling things very well lately - conversations, sudden sources of stress, and the like. I really wish it wasn't that way, but lately it's getting to the point where I'm not really sure whether I'm hurting people's feelings, upsetting them, or whatnot.

I explained some of my past to the girls today, since they were asking. Never really a fun thing. My mother is a pathetic spendthrift witch with occasional Christian tendencies and the desire for kinky sex; my father is a fairly reasonable guy who has a profound chivalry complex. And like it or not, I have to wonder how much of their traits I've inherited. I know about the berserker behavior, and the bad temper... meh. I've never received a bad psych eval that I know of, but I do worry sometimes.

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